We've covered this bro. I am a human being - I have multitudes. Dropping out of college is never an easy decision - why would I pay money for something I didn't enjoy that also wouldn't get me a job? You're projecting - just because you can only come to a decision based upon one thing only doesn't mean the rest of us did.
But please, tell us more about your philosophy degree and how it was part of your long-term plan to do something "marketable." Speaking of post-hocs, lmao.