You should take advice from me. While you were busy failing at everything you've ever done I was busy reaching the apex of my field at 28 and bouncing to conquer new areas soon after, with results so good I surprise myself too. Life of a don, lights keep glowin, etc.
Of course, a skinny fat with social anxiety, an Internet addiction and no college degree nor discernable skill set could ever hope to even get a middle class job much less ascend to levels like my own. The contrast is truly startling. You're even a shitty do gooder - you've made no meaningful difference in anyone's life because of the same failings thst have made you a professional disgrace. Very sad what a waste of a life you are. Your poor family
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Anyway go warm yourself up with some burned cow dung or whatever. And do keep me posted on how many inner city kids you've tutored in coding so far.